So today was a bit of an emotional roller coaster (yay for drama!) and I must admit, I ate some junk. I think thats a current hurdle of mine- how to resist the urge to bury my troubles in frozen custard… And now that I think of it, would have been a glorious day to hit the gym…. Our television has been in the shop for a busted power supply since mid-december, so I couldn’t even bust out my gnarly old DDR pad and jam to my favorite series of arrows, and since it’s snowpocalypse 2012 in Seattle, there was no outdoor activity for this gal.
Tomorrow I may not have school thanks to aforementioned snowpocalypse- if that’s the case, I think I’ll head over to the YMCA and join up, then I’ve just got to do my best to resist overworking my knees so I can maintain a healthy regimine. Sometimes it’s tough to know when enough is enough in my world, wheather we’re talkign about food, exersize or whatever.
Since this is a public blog I won’t go into much detail about my personal life, though I’d love to slap out all my issues on the tumblr table…. but I do know that with many people who struggle with weight issues, emotional issues are usually involved as well. I wish I would have learned how to separate the two when I was younger, hell, I wish I learned how to do a lot of things when I was younger…but I guess thats part of the magic that comes with being an adult sometimes… as Marius says, “It’s ok to be a late bloomer…”
CW:245 (gained back some from eating my emotional pizza.)
Goal weight Goal: To resist the nagging hatred inside me, I am not a failure. I am not a failure. I am not a failure…